i'm super emo now...
With blood shot eyes, I watch you sleeping
The warmth I feel beside me is slowly fading
There's always something different going wrong
The path I walk is in the wrong direction
There's always someone fucking hanging on
Can anybody help me makes things better?
Tears don't fall, they crash around me
Conscious calls, the guilty to come home
The moments died, I hear no screaming
The visions left inside me are slowly fading
This battered room I've seen before
The broken bones they heal no more, no more
With my last breath I'm choking
Will this ever end I'm hoping
My world is over one more time
You almost always pick the best times
To drop the worst lines
I think I made it a game to play your game
And let myself cry
I buried myself alive on the inside
I guess it's okay I puked the day away
The stars will cry the blackest tears tonight
Here I am, pouring my heart onto these rooftops
Just a ghost to the world
From up here, the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem of our dying day
So here I go
I'll dive right in
Break through the waves
Straight to the ocean floor
And although my hands are shaking
I lie perfectly still
Cause I'm determined
To let myself sink down
I'm buried too far down
To feel the warmth from the sun again
I could wave my arms and swim away
But never reach the shore
But for now I will lay face first in the sand
With the wreckage from ships that lost their way
I still recall every summer night like it was yesterday
The time would never end and she was family
Nothing mattered more than the loyalty we had
Now I'm a world away from everything we shared
The air is never dry
As the city falls asleep, days bleed into the night
I fall apart as time passes by
I fall apart but the memories never die
I can taste the war that I've been fighting
Start to fall but I'm still standing here behind the wall of dying faith
I stand alone
I'm on my own
My hands will bleed
What's left of me?
Your promises,they look like lies.
Your honesty,like a back that has a knife.
And if you will ever ask
i'd lie and say i'm fine
living in a crash of mind.