a sea of
blood red floods my eye,
hatred and anger
burns like a flame,
all because of one,
anguish, despair,
hate, anger,
hurt all
accumulates,
boiling in one's and many selves,

dear, i love you.. always i will.. no matter what.. i'd never leave.. never look down on yourself k? that's all i ask..

if only
shooting a gun
was that simple,
load and pull
the delicate trigger,
but no,
it's not to be,
stained forever,
never woken.