to wreck her dreams
i can never do it,
i should be proud of her,
but why
am i having such selfish thoughts?
just rid me of it,
cast them a far far place
never to return,
this i beg.

i sit and pray,
wishing for a blank mind,
why does it keep coming back?
what's wrong?
it's just a video,
just a video,
i ask myself,
there's no reason to feel this way,
i don't even know what's the feeling,
i hope,
someday,
u'd be able to take me somewhere,
a beautiful somewhere,
where there's only
you and me.