All these dreams, i built them with my two hands

2007-03-06T20:20:00.000+08:00

I won't talk
I won't breathe
I won't move till you finally see
That you belong with me
You might think I don't look
But deep inside the corner of my mind
I'm attatched to you
I'm weak, it's true
Cause I'm afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
Cause my heart keeps falling faster

2007-03-03T15:33:00.000+08:00

There was nothing to say
The day she left
Just filled a suitcase full of regrets
I held a taxi in the rain
Looking for someplace to ease the pain
Then like an answered prayer
I turned around and found you there
Now I don't understand what I'm going through
There must be a plan that lead me to you
Because the hurt just disappears
In every moment that you are near
Soon the rain will stop falling
And I'll forget the past.

if after time i asked you to stay, would you?

PS. i will rmb the lollipop. haha..

2007-02-27T21:07:00.000+08:00

i guess that's it.... so it's back to the darkness for me again... getting used to it already anyway.. this last song's for you specially...

we drive tonight
,and you are by my side.
We're talking about our lives,
like we've known each other forever the time flies by,
with the sound of your voice.
its close to paradise,
with the end surely near.
and if i could only stop the car
and hold onto you,
and never let go...
i'll never let go.
as we round the corner
to your house
you turned to me and said,
"i'll be going through withdrawal of you for this one night we have spent."
and, i want to speak these words
but i guess i'll just bite my tongue,
and accept "someday, somehow"
as the words that we'll hang from.
and i...
i don't want to speak these words.
cause i,
i don't want to make things any worse.
why does tonite,
have to end?
why don't we hit restart,
and pause it at our favorite parts.
we'll skip the goodbyes.
if i had it my way,
i'd turn the car around
and runaway,
just you and i.

IF only i could turn back time and hold on to you and never let go....

goodbye my love.

2007-02-26T12:15:00.000+08:00

I never make a promise I don't intend to keep
So when I say forever,
forever's what I mean
I'm no Cassanova, but I swear this much is true
I'll be holdin' nothin' back when it comes to you
I will make you my world
Move heaven and earth
If you were my girl
I would give you my heart
Be all that you need
Show you you're everything
That's precious to me
If you give me a chance
I can love you like that.

2007-02-26T12:12:00.000+08:00

I wanna make you smile,
whenever you're sad.
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad.
I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches,
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks.
I'll miss you, kiss you,
Give you my coat when you are cold,
need you,
feed you.
I'll even let you hold the remote control.
So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink,
put you to bed when you've had too much to drink.
Oh I could be the man who grows old with you.
I wanna grow old with you...

2007-02-25T22:56:00.000+08:00

why does every second we spent together stay in my mind to flash back and torture me?
why am i still hoping to see you, even if it's just a glance?
why is every part of me still yearning for you?
why is it i'm not believing what you told me?
why am i still waiting for you?

cos i love you..

i know i should let go, everyone's been telling me that, even you, but i can't. no matter how hard i try, i can't. you're still in my mind all the time, from the time i wake up till i fall dead on my bed. what kind of life am i living now? i don't have the answer myself. i can smile and laugh at times, but they're artificial. deep deep down inside me i feel a hollowness that's never ending.

will you come back?

2007-02-10T15:33:00.000+08:00

i'm glad for u.. u made it.. good luck in whatever u do.. i'd fade away n leave..

She's always on my mind.
From the time i wake up, till i close my eyes.
She's everywhere i go.
She's all i know.
Though she's so far away, it just keeps getting stronger everyday.
And even now she's gone, i'm still holding on.
So tell me where do i start, cause it's breaking my heart.
Maybe my love will come back someday, only heaven knows.
And all i can do, is hope and pray.
Cause only heaven knows.
My friends keep telling me, that if you really love her.
You've gotta set her free.
Why i live in despair, cause wide awake or dreaming.
I know she's never there.
And all the time i act so brave, i'm shaking inside.
Why does it hurt me so?

2007-02-08T23:23:00.000+08:00

i threw away my pride for u, taking the blame for every single thing, even convincing myself that everything was my mistake. i accepted every single thing, but in the end it's no use. u even lie to me. i guess u're living very happily now, with new friends and him. thats good for u. haiz. wad's becoming of me? there seems to be shouting in my house almost everyday, things r getting much worse. i'm like a ghost wandering around the world with no heart n mind, a body that's hollow. i'm lying my emotions to everyone, i can smile n laugh with my friends,, my parents, but inside me there's n stir of emotions at all. i'm even losing faith in God now. no one can ever understand how i feel, it seems my soul is sucked away bit by bit every second, living me with nothing.

I don't know why I miss you so much
I don't know why I still feel your touch
You left me feeling high and dry
With nothing, nothing but the queston why
I guess you had another direction
And leaving me with nothing but a dead connection
If you call me today
I'll say that I'm fine
But I bet you can tell by the tone of my voice
It's just a lie
You knew what you had
You still walked away leaving me in this mess
You knew what you were doing to me
I guess I was too blind to see
you hit where it hurt and you fooled me so bad
But I'd do it again to relive what we had
There are many things left to remind me
Of a love that I just can't leave behind me
My love for you is deep and meaningless.

Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
I tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Through this pain I refine
Tearing me from within
Screaming to be released
Something wasn't right
I could feel it again feel it again
It wasn't the first time
That you left me waiting
Sad excuses and false hopes high
I saw this coming still I don't know why
I let you in deeper into me
Your empty words
Your broken promises
Dashes
Everywhere I go
Everyone I meet
Every time I try to fall in love
They all want to know why I'm so broken
Why am I so cold?
Why I'm so hard inside?
Why am I scared?
What am I afraid of?
I don't even know
This story's never had an end
I've been waiting
I've been searchingI've been hoping
I've been dreaming you would come back
But I know the ending of this story
You're never coming back

2007-02-04T12:35:00.000+08:00

to you i never seem to understand anything

I'll slit my throat
With the knife I pulled out of my spine
Maybe when you find out that I'm dead
You'll realize
And if my lungs still let me breathe
Would you be there for me?
I can't sleep
Realize all these things that you took from me
Smash my heart
Into dust
Suffocate my mind
Tear at me from inside
How can I ever stop you from crushing my soul?
It was yours, all yours to begin with
I used to make the light shine for you
The sun has now left my sky
Velvet walls surround my sorrows
I've sacrificed my pride
And now you throw it all away
A shattered memory that you would stay
Through thick and thin with me
You gave up on me
The end begins
I can't escape as it pulls me further into anesthesia
Tear down my sense of conviction
Corrupt my soul
The end begins
In my eyes
In my heart
I have laid upon a deadman's bed
The bright light beams
From her eyes
Like broken glass
Or a broken heart
Who would have guessed?
You'd leave me here
Beneath my eyes I feel the tears
I hold back
As my legs
Start to shake
I feel nothing
I wanted you
I needed you
But you weren't there for me this time

2007-02-03T11:51:00.000+08:00

i'm super emo now...

With blood shot eyes, I watch you sleeping
The warmth I feel beside me is slowly fading
There's always something different going wrong
The path I walk is in the wrong direction
There's always someone fucking hanging on
Can anybody help me makes things better?
Tears don't fall, they crash around me
Conscious calls, the guilty to come home
The moments died, I hear no screaming
The visions left inside me are slowly fading
This battered room I've seen before
The broken bones they heal no more, no more
With my last breath I'm choking
Will this ever end I'm hoping
My world is over one more time
You almost always pick the best times
To drop the worst lines
I think I made it a game to play your game
And let myself cry
I buried myself alive on the inside
I guess it's okay I puked the day away
The stars will cry the blackest tears tonight
Here I am, pouring my heart onto these rooftops
Just a ghost to the world
From up here, the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem of our dying day
So here I go
I'll dive right in
Break through the waves
Straight to the ocean floor
And although my hands are shaking
I lie perfectly still
Cause I'm determined
To let myself sink down
I'm buried too far down
To feel the warmth from the sun again
I could wave my arms and swim away
But never reach the shore
But for now I will lay face first in the sand
With the wreckage from ships that lost their way
I still recall every summer night like it was yesterday
The time would never end and she was family
Nothing mattered more than the loyalty we had
Now I'm a world away from everything we shared
The air is never dry
As the city falls asleep, days bleed into the night
I fall apart as time passes by
I fall apart but the memories never die
I can taste the war that I've been fighting
Start to fall but I'm still standing here behind the wall of dying faith
I stand alone
I'm on my own
My hands will bleed
What's left of me?
Your promises,they look like lies.
Your honesty,like a back that has a knife.
And if you will ever ask
i'd lie and say i'm fine
living in a crash of mind.

2007-01-08T15:24:00.000+08:00

He was in heaven. Everything was so sweet. The sky was filled with milky clouds that were shaped like a heart, and the sun shone through them, it's rays lightening up every darkness there was. The trees and flowers around him gave out a fresh scent that could only be compared to the sweetest of honey. He was graced by an angel, whose elegance and beauty was matched by no other. Her warm touch gave him life that was never his before, and propelled him to the greatest heights.

those were the days,
everything was in lovely brace.
bring them back to me,
i pray.

do u still remember those days? do u still treasure them?

Now,

He was trapped and binded. Fire erupted around him. Countless daggers with blades of ice pierced through his heart every second. The world's weight seemed to be cemented on his brain, crushing him to the deepest pit. Hopes, dreams, and everything he lived for were bitten off one by one. He was left with nothing, everything lost it's meaning. Everyone around him was cold. even the angel. No matter how much or how hard he tries, no light becons into the pitch-dark alley he's in now. 'shen bu ru shi' describes his life.

it seems u dont understand how much u mean to me, how important u r. u mean everything to me, everything. every work, every study i do, isn't meant for myself, but for u. u may think i'm stupid, there r many other things in life, but in my heart, there's only one princess, n that's u geraldine.

2007-01-02T22:10:00.000+08:00

it's best that i go,
things have been real low.
but there's just something in me,
that prevents me to leave.
it's you,
and i hope we can start anew.
you tell me your feelings are almost gone,
it leaves me feeling torn.
i hate being a nobody to you,
it rhymes with lonely.
my mind is filled with thoughts of you all the time,
but they're getting lime.
you tell me not to wait,
i'd say it's too late.
i've given you my heart,
but now it's hanging on a dart.
waiting for you to open it again,
it's currently lame.
now i can only pray,
in your hands i lay.
should i stay, or should i go?
i'd given you my answer,
all i can do now is hope.
it's the only thing that keeps me living.
you didn't used to treat me this way,
it leaves me in a daze.
wad can i do?
i'm born to lose.
everything i had flowed down the drain,
i'm left in pain.
dreams seem to fade,
i'm better off dead.
i leave all of myself to you,
my everything.

2007-01-02T20:32:00.000+08:00

If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all
I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it,
I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?
I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life
Cause I miss you,
body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
Cause I love you,
whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

i love u geraldine

2006-12-26T22:16:00.000+08:00

Wishing everyone a merry christmas! Yesterday when i was with my mum at the car park waiting for my dad, a little boy walked over with his mum.. He's so cute la!! Very chubby.. When they approached us the little boy was so shy that he hid behind his mum.. but in the end he shook my hand with his small palm and said hi.. so cute!! i guess i have an obession with babies.. i love them!! haha.. but of course i love someone much much much more..

some things change,
somethings come and go,
that we forget in a flo,
but u're someone whom i will never let go of,
i treasure everything.
i love You, gerry.

2006-11-11T15:27:00.000+08:00

i love u, geraldine

2006-10-22T14:23:00.000+08:00

No one ever saw me like you do
All the things that I could add up to
I never knew just what a smile was worth
But your eyes see everything
Without a single word
Cause there's something in the way you look at me
It's as if my heart knows
You're the missing piece
You make me believe that there's nothin'
in this world I can't be
I never know what you see but there's
somethin' in the way you look at me
If I could freeze a moment in my mind
be the second that you
Touch your lips to mine
I'd like to stop the clock
Make time stand still
Cause baby this is just the way
I always wanna feel

abstracted from The way you look at me by Christian Bautista

Even the lovers makes a mistake sometimes
Like any other
Fall out and lose his mind
And I'm sorry for the things I did
For your teardrops over words I said
Can you forgive me
And open your heart once again?
It's true
I mean it
From the bottom of my heart
Yeah, it's true
Without you I would fall apart
Whatever happened
I know that I was wrong, oh yes
Can you believe me
Maybe your faith is gone, but is it?
But I love you and I always will
So I wonder if you want me still
Can you forgive me
And open your heart once again, oh yeah
I'd do anything to make it up to you
So please understand
And open your heart once again

abstracted from it's true by backstreet boys

2006-10-17T18:53:00.000+08:00

I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight
And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain
How could this happen to me?
I've made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?
Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold on
On to a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't

abstracted from Untitled by Simple Plan

2006-10-17T18:23:00.000+08:00

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing,
Watch you smile while you are sleeping,
While you're far away and dreaming,
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender,
I could stay lost in this moment forever,
When every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure,
I don't wanna close my eyes,
I don't wanna fall asleep,
Cause I'd miss you babe,
And I don't wanna miss a thing,
Cause even when I dream of you,
The sweetest dream would never do,
I'd still miss you babe,
And I don't wanna miss a thing.
Lying close to you, feeling your heart beating,
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming,
Wondering if it's me you're seeing,
And then I kiss your eyes,
And thank God we're together,
I just wanna stay with you in this moment forever,
Forever and ever.
And I don't wanna miss one smile,
I don't wanna miss one kiss,
I just wanna be with you,
Right here with you, just like this,
Well I just wanna hold you close,
And feel your heart so close to mine,
And just stay here in this moment,
For all the rest of time

abstracted from i don't wanna miss a thing by Aerosmith

2006-10-17T17:42:00.000+08:00

Broken, this fragile thing now
And I try, I try to pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
feel so broken up (so broken up)
I just want to tell you, so you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one
Made my mistakes, let you down
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up if you're gone

abstracted from Only One by Yellowcard

2006-10-11T17:10:00.000+08:00

so here's a story for all you guys, it's seldom that i write one here, and so,

the story goes.....

There was a guy who had a dream. This dream was one that was on the top of the list of dreams to him, one which was most important and precious. Guess what it is? any takers?
This dream was: he wanted to be with the only girl he truly loved forever. perhaps it sounds naive, but that was it. And so he set out to achieve that dream.

He tried to give everything to her. Many promises he made to her. All the love he could generate from his heart, support at the most crucial time when she was down, all the attention that she yearned for and so on. He wanted to know everything she felt, it was much important to him, so that he could perhaps bring up the mood or cheer her up if she was down. He constantly sms-ed her to see if she was alright, called her every night to say good night, so she wouldn't feel alone, which was something she was scared of. If there was a problem, he would try his very best to do something about it. Everything he could possibly do, he tried his best.

However

He tried too much. He pushed too hard. He thought that everything was possible, anything could be solved quickly, which is not true always. He cared and thought for himself only, without even pausing for a moment to perhaps reflect if what he did was correct, whether it could hurt the person he truly loved. And it was this very selfish thought that killed him. He caused hurt, too much hurt to her, he constantly got on her nerves, and ever after several warnings, he still continued. He even flared up! when it was totally his fault. More hurt was caused.

Suddenly, that very night,

the whole world crashed on top of him. He was crushed under it. Only then did he stop to really reflect, to reflect on everything that he had done. He crumpled within himself. He had just killed the person he truly loved. And the reason was? His stupid persistence, arrogant thoughts, his temper. The list goes on. Only then did he even realise. Was this how he loved the girl? Was this the way to show it? Questions fly around his brain like electrons zooming around the nucleus. Slowly, he pieced all of them together. It was him. He had not only stabbed himself but her. Her! The very last person he ever wanted to. What was he to do now? Saying sorry doesn't work always. Now the phrase "actions speaks louder than words" lands in front of him. All he could do now was, really reflect on himself and change for the better, so that he would not only be good to her, but to others also.

That very night, the change started in him. He had to regain her trust all over again. Everything he had to build up from scratch again. Many would have given up, but not him. It spurred him on, it gave him much needed motivation, that she at least gave him a chance, a chance to prove himself worthy again. It was too great of her to even give him a chance, it was something he could only hope for. If the chance was there for the taking, one would be so foolish to spurn it. He grabbed it tightly. He keeps her close to his heart always, never letting it go for even a split second.

The dream, never once faded. It never will.
to Geraldine, i know the story may sound as if i'm trying to picture myself as great n all, but i'm not. yup. just know. no matter what, or how long it takes, i'd win back your trust. i really pray that you'd wait. i'm really sorry for everything i've done. yup. no matter what happens, i still know you were one of the best people i've ever known, n i never once regretted know you.

2006-09-15T23:56:00.000+08:00

to wreck her dreams
i can never do it,
i should be proud of her,
but why
am i having such selfish thoughts?
just rid me of it,
cast them a far far place
never to return,
this i beg.

i sit and pray,
wishing for a blank mind,
why does it keep coming back?
what's wrong?
it's just a video,
just a video,
i ask myself,
there's no reason to feel this way,
i don't even know what's the feeling,
i hope,
someday,
u'd be able to take me somewhere,
a beautiful somewhere,
where there's only
you and me.

2006-09-01T11:43:00.000+08:00

imagine if i could
turn back time,
you'd ask
when is it i'd like to turn back to?

i'd like to..
turn back to the time,
that afternoon at the cinema,
that evening at macritchie,
that morning when we ran together,
that night after the concert,
that afternoon outside the tuition centre at bishan,
that rainy afternoon at the park,
that 4 wonderful mornings during the june holidays,
that dinner break before tuition,
and yesterday.

actually,
i just wish i can rewind time to all the times i had with you.
but coming to think of it,
i wish i can forward time
dear, you know y rite? loves

if only i could....

i love you

2006-08-26T00:27:00.000+08:00

i miss your laughter,
i miss your smile,
i miss the tenderness of your hand,
i miss the warmth of your hug,
i miss the fragrance of your hair,
i miss your whisperings in my ear,
i miss the times where we laugh and joke about all kinds of things under the sun,
i miss the smile on your face when you see the cute babies,
i miss your sweet voice,
i miss your presence beside me,
i miss the way you say ''so cute!!''
i miss the cute sound you make when you're stretching,
.
.
.
.
.
the list can go on and on and on forever, kind of impossible for me to type all.
i just miss you,
everything about you.

the past 4 months have been the happiest times of my life, and it's still going on. These times were times where i really got to feel ''happiness''. Not the type of 'happiness' you get when you just scored a crucial goal in a match, or when you beat someone up(for the gangsters n wad not). It's a happiness that one can only feel with the person one loves deeply, and no matter what feeling one has at any time, be it despair or sadness, that feeling will just disappear completely and miraculously. I'm contented, so contented, there's nothing else that i can ask for. Just for you to be with me. The times i have with you will always stay in my heart, where they will be kept in a 'safe' where it will never be lost. They are treasured most, nothing can be more important than them. For they make the soul of me, that never can be thrown away or forsaken. How i wish i can be that pikachu, that i can be with you every night. To rid your loneliness, to cuddle you to sleep, for that's when i feel most secured and contented. I love you. These three words may just be words from the english dictionary, but beyond their letters, they mean a colourful picture of you and me. I love you.
dear, i really wish i can hug you now. That's when i'm the most happy and contented. i love you. i really do. its useless for me to say it, its only true if you feel it.. i hope you do. Just know that, i love you.

2006-08-19T15:26:00.000+08:00

the only wish i have, isnt for the riches, nor all the fame, but it's just for that very person, the one who makes my heart flutter at the mere thought of, the one who can bring me tears of joy, the very one whom i love so deeply, to always be with me no matter what. And that person is you, lee xue min geraldine theodora karmen

2006-08-15T21:43:00.000+08:00

don't mind the language in this post.

some fuckers just don't deserve to be on this earth. when i say fuckers i literally mean fuckers. just don't know what fucked up things go through their damned bloody minds, in fact, i don't even consider their's a mind at all,they're inhuman.

dear, dont worry, i'm just venting my anger and hate. nothing more than that.

2006-08-15T20:32:00.000+08:00

isn't there anything i can do? anything i can help? i feel so helpless, someone pull me out of this pit. i hope that person is you. i'm sorry for thinking that way in the first place, i shdnt have. i know it hurt you although you chose to keep mum, i just have to say sorry. if there's anything i can do to make it up, tell me k? i'm willingly do it. i'm getting scared, scared like never before. what consequences? what dreams? i hope its not what i really dread. i will never stand again, if that was the case.

dear, y do u always ask me to just leave you? i can never do that. i love you alot, more than anything else, i really do.

paint our life stories,
dull or brightly coloured
they may be,
it is gold to me,
i love you.

2006-08-14T21:18:00.000+08:00

a sea of
blood red floods my eye,
hatred and anger
burns like a flame,
all because of one,
anguish, despair,
hate, anger,
hurt all
accumulates,
boiling in one's and many selves,

dear, i love you.. always i will.. no matter what.. i'd never leave.. never look down on yourself k? that's all i ask..

if only
shooting a gun
was that simple,
load and pull
the delicate trigger,
but no,
it's not to be,
stained forever,
never woken.

2006-08-11T20:43:00.000+08:00

time,
seems to rocket
past each time i'm with you,
if only i cld
pause it,
rewind it to times
memories so sweet,
the heavenly scent
that still lingers on my pillow
floats me to,
the sweetest dreams,
where i yearn
to discover,
a sacred place composed
of only you and me,
inexistence of time,
hate, despair,
however filled with
joy, peace, love, lust,

if only life was like chess,
i'd move the
pieces to form
the very wall to seperate harm from you,
to rid the the
many little things that
cause you hurt,

that very touch
just sweeps me to
a place
where sadness, anxieties,
worries and despair
just dont exist in the dictionary,
so heartening
to feel the warm of
you, to cuddle you,
to be by your side
is all i ever want,
not the riches of the world.

dear, thanks for being there for me, its all i can ever ask, i love you alot.. n i miss you ALOT!!

dont worry yea? its never me to give up easily.. i'd make sure i get what i want.. for us

EDIT.

hello!!! ((: i'm editting! heh. oohhh...

kooo keee gaaa gooo! i'm happy. u're happy. we're all happy. smile!

u sweet lil boy... i love love love u! ((x

`just e two of us.

2006-07-25T21:32:00.000+08:00

you danced under the question mark,
its just so hard,
to figure out, your mind.
things just seem to attack you,
like daggers thrown out of nowhere.
they trigger me,
from deep down inside,
y cant i fend it for you?
like how a parent would for their child.
let it hit me instead.

jealousy fills me always,
y does it?
for some simple reason i just cant ignore.
not wanting to confront them,
i shun them away.

putting all these aside,
i wish to be by your side;
day and night,
to just comfort you,
thats all i can do.

each passing day,
a new chapter is written,
to this book of memories.
however good or bad,
treasured they are.

2006-07-22T23:22:00.000+08:00

hey guys.. so how's the brain fluids flowing?? got the answer?? haha.. if have just tag at the tagboard.. today was boring.. as almost every saturdays... woke up late n practically played ps2 the whole afternoon.. than went out for dinner n than went back home to watch tv n now i'm blogging.. wad an exciting day isnt it folks? haha.. right.. n manchester united is currently drawing with chiefs now.. though we know who will win in the end rite?? haha.. k.. time for my beauty sleep.. nite kiddos..

bring it on!

2006-07-20T22:44:00.000+08:00

(: zao an

heeeee!!! i'm posting! i'm posting... eh!! I'M POSTING.

just two lines... my nice ~~GAY POEM~~.

(assuming i'm a guy.)

i'm les, u're gay.
and together, let's PLAY!

everyday's a happy day! cos 'e' is for everyday and 'e' is for happy!
SMILE.

i'm sorry for crapping. ((x

<3u

2006-07-17T21:50:00.000+08:00

WOW!! exactly 1 year.. cool rite.. to think i can still remember my username n password.. i must have a great memory.. RIGHT.. self admiration again.. lol.. k.. enough of these crap.. gtg practise for my performance.. cyaz..
fall into my arms, will you?

2005-07-17T22:35:00.000+08:00

feeling tired this whole week... what to do? got so many things to complete... i'l just stop here now..
as i look into your eyes, i see an angel in disguise

....

2005-07-11T21:22:00.000+08:00

follow me there... a beautiful somewhere.. a place where i can share with you...

holidays are ending!!!

2005-06-26T13:13:00.000+08:00

tmr we start our next semester in school.... time flies so fast... n i still havent done all my homework!!! gtg n do them now....
never give up

i'm back!!!

2005-06-05T21:48:00.000+08:00

woohoo.. i m back after 6 days... time really flies when i was there man... the weather was fantastic over there... come back here not used to it liao.. haha.. average temperature was about 18 degrees... n when i scaled the great wall was around 3-5 degrees... n i was wearing short pants!!! it was freezing!!! my head n legs were numb.. did u know that if u took out every stone used to build the great wall, it can go around the world a few times? wow.. what can i say bout that... of cos.. visited loads of other places like the forbidden city, tiananmen square, museans of so many things, 77th street, summer palace-yiheyuan, ruins of summer palace-yuanmingyuan, marco polo bridge, temple of heaven, lao she's former residence, lu xun's place, song ching ling's former residence, sun yat sen's memorial hall, site of peking man, indergroundm city, panjiayuan antique market and silk street... the coolest thing happened while we were about to see mao zedong's body, ice hailstones fell from the sky.. the 1st time in 50 years.. how cool is that? gtg unpack my stuff... blog some other time..
missed u the whole week

Time really flies..

2005-05-30T05:00:00.000+08:00

so the holidays are here... time really flies... in 11 hrs time i will be flying to beijing.. cool man.. goin to see mao zedong's body... all the historical sites... cant wait... this whole week was rather busy... so didnt blog.. until now.. haiz.. screwed up the performance yesterday... li wei skipped one line.. so i had to cock up something on the spot.. just managed to.. n i completely screwed up the whistling part... my mouth suddenly went dry... than after that we were standing outside the room talking crap n joking... than went to marine parade' KFC with jessica and li wei.. on the way li wei was telling us some racist jokes... really racist.. crapped around the whole time.. than took 31 home.. the journey home was so boring... so dark also.. almost 11.45 liao... reached home and started to pack... who on this world will wait until the last day to pack? me la... haha.. just shuff everything inside the luggage... so now ready to go...

going to miss her the whole week there..

WTH!!! lose at semis...

2005-05-19T01:05:00.000+08:00

what the hell man... why does history always repeat itself??? can someone tell me? haiz... last year's soccer competition also got into semi finals n than lost by one goal.. n i was kicked all around... was spending almost all the time on the floor instead of taking defenders and leaving them at my tail... than this year? also the same... lost in the semis.. n i was kicked around AGAIN... i repeat... AGAIN... f**k man... is the only way of stopping me to kick me out of the game? why??? n supposed to be penalty than the 'smart' referee gave a free kick... wow... 'smartness'.. haiz.. the more i think of that the more i want to just ram the ball at them... lol... so after school went to play again.. haha... guess soccer is forever part of my life... n i was kicked AGAIN!!! am i always that unlucky? my calf muscle was stepped on by ronald... i was elbowed in the chest by leonard... haiz... still got some more la... plus i had to battle a teerrible tummy ache.... guess its not a lucky day for me... at least i passed my e maths, chinese and english compo... not bad for someone who hardly studied... ok... gtg now.... cyaz...
man utd does not welcome u, glazer.. so scram...
i love her

Exams r over!!!

2005-05-16T16:30:00.000+08:00

cool... exams r over... i can finally slack..... not that i didnt slack during the exams also... shd get pretty good marks for most of the subjects... i knew almost everything... yup... so after chemistry paper.. the last.. went to play soccer at braddel heights cc with chia, ronald, cheng xiang, chey, wen kai, francis, suresh and shawn... played a fool throughout the game.. purposely missing an open goal, missing one on one situations, missing passes and shots.. haha.. than played for about 1 hour.. after that went to mac with wen kai n ronald... talked about primary school times... the times when we went to china together with the school.. i can still remember we wrestled on his bed... caused him to sleep somewhere else cos his bed was damn dirty after that... went home... than to the polyclinic... doctor said has to go for something like plastic surgery... wtf man... may leave a scar... haiz... dont talk about that anymore... than met up with ronald, luke, bryan again at cineleisure for a movie... xXx 2: the next level.. that show rocked big time man.. with all the modified trucks, customised cars, weapons, tanks, aircraft carrier n gadgets... the show ended at about 11 plus... so i m back here blogging after a pretty long day... goin to sleep now...
still thinking of her...

OPPOSE MALCOLM GLAZER!!!

2005-05-15T13:00:00.000+08:00

to all man utd fans... oppose malcolm glazer!!!! wth man... he is already 78 years old n still wants to take over man utd... wad can he do man??? pratically nothing... n with him around... man utd is sure going to be like leeds united... one season challenging for the premier league title n champions league trophy... than the nxt season plunging into poverty n relegated from the permier league... he has a 300 million dollar debt to pay after taking over man utd... n where is he going to fork out the money to get all that money? from us die hard fans... increasing the price of tickets, merchandise n a lot others... n alex ferguson could be leaving after 18 years in charge... than who is fit enough to take over the helm? no one... alex ferguson is one of a kind.... still has the desire to win even after winning countless honours n trophies with man utd... 18 years!! what a waste if he jus left man utd now when we were going to mount another challenge at the premier league n champions league trophies.. n not forgetting the FA cup... and all because of one stupid n idiotic guy... malcom glazer... haiz.. tryiong not to think of that any more.. the more i think bout him... i guess i will blow with anger... anyway... exams wasnt too bad... monday's chem is going to be the last.. so far the others shd get A... hopefully la... gtg now...
constantly thinking of her...

EXAMS!!!

2005-05-12T22:02:00.000+08:00

ok... hi everyone... my first post... but at a very unfortunate timing.. exam time.. so now gotta go.... post again another day..